Twenty-Twenty, I didn’t make any big goals or resolutions this year but already I feel like I’m on the journey of a lifetime. I am changing and refining ME this year. I don’t know if its my age or if its just time for a change.
I started this journey before the new year but I didn’t think I would stay on board so long and see the results I am seeing!
I started to be somewhat careful of what I was eating and looking after myself a little better. We all know that depression and anxiety can cause you to neglect the one thing that matters most and that is yourself.
Since the new year has come I have lost thirty eight pounds and have now replaced my daytime and nighttime insulin with Metformin and Ozimpic.
I’m still in a lot of pain but I feel a lot better then I have for a long time! I will see a orthopedic surgeon in March and I will be having knee replacements with starting hopefully in as little as two months.
I have become so settled with regards to my past and I can’t say I have forgiven my abuser and I doubt if that will ever happen but I have moved on and I wish no one any harm or revenge. I just came to the place in my life when it was time. I have also accepted the fact that I need to stay on my meds and most likely I will need to stay on them for the rest of my life but that’s okay too
So that’s all my news for now and I promise I am going to try more to write but until the next time be well and safe.
